I feel that it is a good thing to reassess ones motivations for doing things every once in a while. Many times we change or our circumstances change, but we don’t pause to reexamine why we do the things we do. We keep going to the restaurant that has changed management and no longer makes the dish we like or we keep taking the long way to work never realizing that they finished that new bypass six months ago and using it could save 10 minutes one way, 20 minutes per day, or 80-odd hours per year. So why do I game?In the beginning there was boredom. I grew up in a tiny town in rural northeast Iowa. When you have no wheels that don’t run on pedal power, it is easy to dry up the entertainment possibilities in a small town given a decade or so of kicking around and waiting for adulthood to happen. With oceans of time at my disposal and several friends who already had the books and dice I latched on to the cheapest hobby that didn’t involve going out in the heat or cold too often, and soaked up the most time. Then I went to college. Less boredom, but there was more time to kill. No parental supervision telling me the responsible things I ought to be doing with my time. There were also more people to game with, access to more gaming materials, and more games. So more gaming. Lots more gaming. At this point in my life gaming was my social outlet. When the other college students went to the bar to meet people and have fun, I whipped out the books and dice. This isn’t to say I didn’t do my share of drinking in college. I’d say I probably did a tad more than my share. For a while there I partied so much that gaming took a back seat, although it never went away entirely and I was always a gamer in my heart. Now I have a job and a mortgage and I find myself wondering whatever happened to that ocean of spare time I used to have. It’s barely a puddle anymore. There was a time when I considered a gaming session that didn’t last at least 4 hours to not be worth the time. Now I’m lucky if I can spare 4 consecutive hours for a game. What was once an ideal hobby because of its ability to take up nearly endless amounts of spare time is now something I have to schedule my week around and make time for. I can see the appeal of videogames from this perspective. With a real game there’s the initial conversation as everyone is showing up and settling in not to mention the travel time just to get to the game. Food to be gotten, and then at the end there are goodbyes and the trip home. With a videogame there is none of that. Sure you still need to eat, but the game won’t judge you for making a meal out of the crumbs at the bottom of the Dorito bag. Beyond food though, a 4 hour session equates to 4 hours in game instead of 4 hours equating to 3 hours of actual game time if you all stay on task. I don’t game for the killing of those 4 hours anymore, though. When I was young 4 hours spent in a good game was awesome and 4 hours spent in a boring one was still acceptable because I had the time to burn. Now the quality of enjoyment I get from the time I spend doing something is important. Using that time grind through meaningless xp farming or pit my numbers vs the numbers of the dungeon and listen to middle schoolers just freed from their muzzles calling each other (and me) dirty names (as if those sentiments were truly brand new) just doesn’t speak to me like it might have done once upon a time. So why do I still game if the original point was to waste time and I don’t have the time to waste anymore nor am I happy if the time actually gets “wasted”? Easy. Ever drive on the highway and look at another carload of people and wonder what their lives are like? Gaming is not just looking over at what the people in the car driving beside yours are doing, but being able to jump over into that car and participate for a while. You can say that gaming is like playing a board game or reading a book or some combination of the two, but it isn’t. It is a complete vacation not just from day to day life, but from the world itself; escapism at its most refined. A good game is a movie that you get to write even as you watch it which only ends when you decide it should end. I suppose the short answer is that I still game because over the last couple of decades gaming moved from the thing I did to waste time because it was easy to the thing I save time for and work hard to arrange because it is so uniquely enjoyable. Your turn. Why do you game? Anyone?
The Point of Gaming